sleepless sunday

i only got to sleep at 430 am last night. last night was a bad night, i couldn't sleep well, i had one of the worst cramps ever. i'm presuming these are period cramps, but i'm not too sure either, could also be due to large amount of food ate last night, or perhaps one of my intestines burst and i'm haemorrhaging inside. speaking of those cramps, they're still here as i type. and it really really hurts like fuck. am contemplating shoving some panadol menstrual down my throat but am hesitant cos like i said, might not be period cramps to begin with.

so i woke up at 10 for church today and came home expecting to dive in for a long nap. rather, i went online, typed two contract letters for nussf and the ridge and lazed around somemore. got ruma to bring prince from my sis's place and attempted to play with him for a bit while at the same time marvelling at the fact that he's now twice his size. i always knew money (my former maid) was stealing his food.

had lunch when my parents came back, then durians again, and then tried to sleep. a not so deep sleep disrupted by phone's constant ringing by MM who asks if i want munchie donuts and the cramps that never leaves, i wake up thinking i've napped for at least 2 hours, when i come online again and see that it's actually only half an hour. so now i am depressed and i just stuffed myself with a strawberry mooncake.

i am immensely depressed. i thought school was only going to be for an hour tom, but i am wrong. i forget about the 2 hr french lesson that was going to take my evening away. i know no one in french, and i have no textbooks. great, just wonderful.

note to self: repaint insane looking nails and see a doctor about fucked up menstrual cycle.