Sunday, August 5, 2007

i'm trying, but it's so hard

went shopping with mich in town and bugis today. bumped into jillyan and irene (ziluo's cousin) there also. small small world. got myself checkered schoolgirl flats and an electric blue cropped hoodie, all in the name of preparing myself for the impending start of school.

i'm trying to be a lot of things. i'm trying to be enthusiastic but it's really hard when you lack company. i'm trying to change my sleep schedule, but it's so hard when my body clock has been ticking this way for the past 7 months. i'm trying to be a bigger (not literally) person, and looking past everything. i'm trying. but it's so damn hard. and it never really gets any easier.

today, i don't think retail therapy does anything good to my mood.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

sorry clairee! i know i havent been helping with your enthusiasm.

hey you shld have came by to watch today...